So many days and months and years...
invisible moments saved for later recollection.
I was there, I remember
as in a dream behind a clouded window.
I was dying there behind the scenes,
proclaiming I belonged while all the while
hiding behind my indifference.
Eventually I would wander off alone
to seek comfort deep beneath the shadows
where meaning wears no colors.
Inside my precious solitude
grey became the kingdom of my universe.
So many days and month and years. . .
in time the endless shades of grey
finally became - me.
I am the grey.